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but everything looks perfect from far away.
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[Saturday
May 20th, 2006 at 9:06pm] |
graduation tomorrow!
holla!
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[Tuesday
May 16th, 2006 at 1:53am] |
wow,i honestly feel like things could be a whole lot better. i'm in first hour,and i can honestly say i cannot wait to leave these people. i feel like everything will be alright when i get out of school. it will be so much better and i'll actually have a life and feel older for once.
last weekend was prom. it was great. we danced our bootys off and had an awesome after-party, even if it does mean losing friends. but what happens on prom, stays at prom right?
wednesday is my last day of school. and thursday and friday are graduation rehersals and sunday i graduate. i'm excited, but upset too. i have so many mixed feelings right now and i feel so bi-polar. i feel like everything will be ohkay, but then again i am so unhappy.
what's wrong with me?
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[Friday
May 12th, 2006 at 6:41am] |
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PROM TOMORROW!
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[Monday
May 8th, 2006 at 5:47pm] |
leah tagged me.
Once you've been tagged, you have to write
a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about
yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end
you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged
and list their names. No tag backs.
1. i am not a morning person. basically when i have to wake up early, i'm the biggest bitch ever.
2. i lose interest real easily. it's hard for me to stay focused on someone or something for a long time.
3. whenever i'm bored, i put my music on and clean my room. pretty lame, i know.
4. there would be a lot of people dead in this world, if i had a choice.
5. i am so scared of dying. i cry when i think about how or when i'm going to die.
6. i need attention.
7. i'm good at lieing.
8. i probably have a bigger heart than you. just, no one gives me the time to prove it.
and six people...
1) chelsea
2) krystal
3) patrick
4) sam
5) teryn
6) marissa
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[Monday
May 8th, 2006 at 6:52am] |
prom is saturday and i'm stressing out.
today i have to find shoes. i'm thinking these silver XOXO shoes. if not, my search will continue. tomorrow i get my nails & toes done, and my hair. wednesday, search for shoes? thursday, work. friday, beach & sleepover with chelsea. saturday, beach then get ready for prom. sunday, beach and then sleep.
i can't wait for this week to be over!
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[Thursday
May 4th, 2006 at 9:30pm] |
kaaaaaay me & him are gonna get married.
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[Sunday
April 30th, 2006 at 8:27pm] |
grad nite was insane. one of the best nights in my life. besides the fact that our bus broke down when we got there. and our bus was late for depature leaving us sitting on the ground at 5AM in the cold. but it is def. a night i wont forget. then saturday night, i went to battle of the bands/relay for life with marissa & kandice. it was a whole lot of fun. madelyn/ffts owned. today, i worked. and i feel like i'm getting sick, but i have to go to school tomorrow. oh joy.
boom boom boom boom.
i want you in my room.
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[Thursday
April 27th, 2006 at 10:48pm] |
last night : emery/anberlin. what an amazing show. it has to be one of the best i've ever been to.
today : stayed home from school. slept & tanned. then mall with marissa. pretty fun. got some new shirts. then starbucks. saw some boys. then home.
tomorrow : grad nite :)
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[Sunday
April 23rd, 2006 at 5:01pm] |
2,000 miles, i'm hopeless & broken
you're gutless and hoping to run into hope
and this isn't getting easier
they won't understand it,
what you've hidden from them,
and this isn't getting easier.
so is this what you wanted?
too bad, it's what you got.
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[Sunday
April 23rd, 2006 at 6:09am] |
stop and breathe.
it was just an awful dream.
a nightmare. a night scare.
nothing to worry about.
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[Thursday
April 20th, 2006 at 7:20am] |
cool, a bunch of wannabe stoners today will be joking around and giggling and saying "omgggg 420! i'm like the biggest stoner and i'm totally gunna get high today. hehehehehe i'm a faggot shoot me."
fuck 420, for it's all around stupiditity.
on the brightside, it is payday
badside, i might have to work :(
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[Tuesday
April 18th, 2006 at 10:01pm] |
come on, girl. let's sneak out of this party. it's getting boring. there's more to live than this. it's still early morning we could go down to the harbour and jump between the boats and see the sun come up. we could nick a boat and sneak off to this island. i could bring my little ghettoblaster. there's more to life than this but we'd have to rush back to the town's best baker to get the first bread of the morning. there's more to life than this.
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[Monday
April 17th, 2006 at 11:08pm] |
you and me dancing the night away
you can feel my heart beating so hard
we look eye to eye
and i'm swept away
on a moonlit walk on the beach
watching the sunrise for the first time
i'm in a trance
from the one slow dance
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[Saturday
April 15th, 2006 at 10:22pm] |
now i'm finally seeing...
that i was the one worth leaving
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[Saturday
April 15th, 2006 at 12:01am] |
this goes out to anyone who claims to know
something about nothing at all
you're fighting your conscience
you're acting self conscious
the pointless
the past-tense
the accidental act of self defense
really, this goes out to anyone who knows
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[Wednesday
April 12th, 2006 at 11:16am] |
so last night kinda proved,i just may end up happy.
<3
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[Tuesday
April 11th, 2006 at 10:41am] |
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i seriously think i will never be happy.
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[Monday
April 10th, 2006 at 2:55pm] |
Love is an excuse to get hurt.
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
I do! I do!
Then hurt me.
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[Monday
April 3rd, 2006 at 7:17pm] |
and the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
and ashes just fall to the ground.
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[Tuesday
March 28th, 2006 at 5:15pm] |
shake down;
you make me break
for goodness sake,
i think i'm on the edge
of something new with you.
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